October has arrived and it’ll be gone in a sec. Christmas is around the corner. And that’s how I know this year has passed, quicker then any other. Each year goes by quicker than the previous one. And I always wonder…
Things are a bit critical at the moment. I’ve reached that phase in my life in which I question everything, and all my decisions. I’m giving Argus a rough time, but I just can’t make up my mind. The person I always were, is gone. I knew what I wanted, but not now.
Why?
If you have the answer, please help.

You’re worried about October?? How about November, it’s gonna be worse, I tells ya! Much worse!
The more time passes, the more I feel like a grown up I never wanted to be. But still we must endure and live each day, forever deforming our lives into conformity and numbness. I need to get out, get in touch with my “inside kid” again, and you should too. The world is much simpler when seen through the eyes of a child. Words from the wise, my friend, words from the wise. Or maybe Reamon, but they are just plagiarists :p